Tuesday, March 07, 2006

everyone out there . i hav change blog ler . link me at onlyloveu-.blogspot.com . thx .

11:42 AM; love me again

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

LOLs . so long nv post ler . i think got 3 mths ler bahs . hahas . alots of things happened in tis 3 mths . i think i not going to say ler cos very long story . hahas . anyway . tml going school to tok about me quiting school de things . nw very de sians lorhs . wan go out but dun noe can anot . why everyday so sians de . hais . tml going bugis wid teng . but hav to go school first . LOLs . broke ler . shopping oso cannot buy anything . so ke lian sia . i wan a job . when can i find a job lehs ? hais . tis year so suay sia . do wat oso suay till very jialat . hahas . going to study O level soon ler . hahas . mus jiayou wors . hehes .

8:12 AM; love me again

Friday, December 23, 2005

wa . tis few daes never gorth e chance tu slp . everydae so late slp den so early wake up . ytd n todae dear come my hse slp . den very funny cos many things happened . hahas . sians sia . so happy . dear finally not so cold tu me ler . but still muz jia you . cos i noe dear still haben love me totally yet de . i waiting for tat dae tu come wor . christmas coming ler . can go out play ler . happy sia . jus nw go shopping . went bugis wid dear , xinhui , elena , huimei . after tat collin come oso . dear call him come der . den wei teng n zhi jie come too . after tat we went far east walk walk n buy clothes . bought a jacket there n a pants at bugis . going tu wear them at christmas eve . jus nw real angry der . tio basturd by dear lor . wa . angry sia . collin come ler den both walk themselves . like wat lor . go where oso nv tell . frens more important tu him now lor hor . den dun wan care stead . collin oso 1 of them lar . treat stead like tis ar . better treat her good lor . aiyo . really dun noe wat they thinking sometimes . really dun understand guys . so strange der . hais . nw my only wish is tu make dear forget her n love me totally ler . but i jus let things go naturally lor . force no use der . hees . love him always . waiting for him . hahas . depression - . LOLs .

10:46 AM; love me again

Sunday, December 18, 2005

alot of things happened within tis week.. 1st is i break wid him den uncle de things.. aiyo.. real fan.. duno y all tis muz happened.. dun happened den wont like tat ler.. i scared he will go in boys home.. i dun wan it tu happened.. if really happened den i will wait for him de.. i say i will do it de.. i wont break my promise.. i oso hope e police can catch uncle soon lor.. real fan de him.. but nw nv call ler leh.. duno wat happened.. haha.. call say he fan nv call den oso fan.. LOLs.. hope dear wont go in.. if not i sad.. jus hope all tis faster end lah.. if not really make ppl pek cek de lor.. so fucking fan de lor.. faster end is e best ler.. love dear always..

11:35 AM; love me again

Saturday, December 17, 2005

patch back wid HIM ler..ppl might find it strange even myself find it strange too.. coz frm break till nw wat HE told me n HIS frenz r we not possible tu patch back.. no matter wat de.. even on tat day he say wan patch.. b4 tat we chat on phone.. he oso say e same things.. even ask me 4get him n find a better person.. he even say no matter wat we cant b tugether ler.. i say wat he oso say e same thing.. but on e night he suddenly call.. ask me if he wan patch but he still like e gal de i will wan mah.. den i say ya.. he say he regret wor.. but i duno wat he regret.. other den tis oso got another reason de.. its bcos of uncle.. cos if he patch back wid me den uncle wont disturb him ler.. he say partly is bcos of tat reason.. i duno lor.. wat is he thinking? he say slowly get back e feelings.. if cant get back oso no use ler.. i really duno wat tu do.. how? who can tel me wat tu do.. my frenz say let natural take e course.. so let it be lor.. only can like tat ler.. but there's many things i wan tu make clear de.. but i dun dare tu say it out.. hais.. real stress.. when i saw him n e gal so close i very jealous de lor.. he got many things dun wan let me noe.. really sad.. but oso cannot do anything.. sianz.. y like tat? aiyo.. y muz life b so miserable.. hais.. sianz de lor..if 1 day i really cannot take it ler den how? i go die den u all noe.. haha..dun force me.. LOLs..

11:25 AM; love me again

Monday, December 12, 2005

he so fuck man.. break ler still scold me like i his stead like tat.. i not for him tu scold de k.. he no right scold me too.. ccb.. i cry is my problem.. they complain him is his problem.. tell me for wat.. u think i care.. mw his problem not my problem ler lor.. wat oso say like my problem like tat.. i dun like k.. dun make me really very do lan k.. nw i m not e xinyu who change for e sake of him ler.. i m e original me nw.. i can be happy go lucky but if u make me very do lan u den u die lor.. i wont let anyone bully me ler lor.. bcoz no 1 will help me.. so i hab tu settle myself.. i wonder y nw so many ppl break.. somemore is like those stead very long de all break ler.. within tis few weeks.. haha.. alot of things happened.. i hab lost everything ler.. i lost my job.. lost him.. lost kiki.. mayb tats e starting for me ba.. wat oso do ler but get dump.. stupid me.. shouldnt hab trust him so much.. hai.. somemore is being force de.. so i very angry.. c him sure will scold him de.. he wait.. haha.. mw mayb looking for new stead ba.. but no 1 tu let me choose.. haha.. damn sian.. he say we cannot go back tu e past ler.. cannot den cannot lor.. who cares.. hmmp.. trying so hard tu 4get him.. nw i m like collin like tat.. like e way he still love xh.. nw is as if i m him den he is xh.. stupid.. dun wan tu b like collin.. wont get anything in e end de.. hai.. sad is sad.. after sad will b happy.. after happy den stress.. haha..

3:38 PM; love me again

Friday, December 09, 2005

Message: 44 things gurls hoped guys wld noe... x( Message:
1. Don`t tell us when you think othergirlsare hot.
2. Whenever possible, please say whatever youhave to say during commercials.
3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don`texpect us to dress like Victoria Secret Models.
4. Mark anniversaries on the calendar.
5. We think about you all the time
6. This is how we see it : Don't call = Don't care.
7. Which also means that if we don`t call, take ahint.
8. We like you to be a little jealous. But overlypossesive is not necessary.
9. Being able to make us laugh is so much moreimportant than knowing how much you can bench-press.
10. We're allowed to be late. You're not.
11. Eye contact is the key.
12. Don't take longer to get ready than we do.
13. Laugh at our jokes.
14. 3 words: honesty, honesty, honesty!
15. Girls can be groupies. Guy groupies arestalkers.
16. Do not start with us. You will not win.
17. Would you like it if a guy treated your sisterthat way? Didn't think so.
18 If you ask nicely, we`ll answer the same way.
19. We will never have enough clothes or shoes.
20. We have an excuse for being bitchy at leastonce a month.
21 Open the door for us no matter where we are.
22. We love surprises.
23. We like to be kissed softly. Not with an irontongue.
24. Pay attention to the little things we do,because theymean the most.
25. Boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometimes.Never tighty-whities!
26. Always brush your teeth before you see us. Afresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.
27. Clean your room before we come over.
28. Even though you're sometimes insensitive andhurt us, we still love you with everything we are.
29. Don't act hard around your friends
30. Sometimes "NO" really means "NO!".
31. "Wife beaters" are not an adequite form offashion.
32. If we wanted to be on video tape, we`d be aporn star. NOT your girlfriend.
33. Sensitive guys are great.. but crying morethanwe do ina movie just isn't right.
34. Don`t let ex-girlfriends cause drama,relationships are stressful enough.
35. It takes a special kind of stupid to forgetbirthdays.
36. Guys who are good cuddlers = guys whoknowhow to satisfy a woman.
37. "Fat chicks" have feelings, too.
38. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears,yelling, & nasty looks add up to = YOU DiDSOMETHiNG WRONG.
39. The exscuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable.We`ll appreciate the simple fact that you`retrying.
40. Just because a girl doesn`t pick up on thefirstring, doesn`t mean she`s not waiting by thephone.
41. You don`t have to spend alot; if it means alot.
42. Don`t say you love me if you don`t mean it.
43. Don`t lie to us. We will catch you.
44. When the girls get together, we talk abouteverything. meaning, my bestfriends knoweverything about you.

some may b true n some r not..

3:47 PM; love me again


sian nw.. tis few days really very sian for me.. cannot go out wid HIM den cannot c kiki too.. thinkin of e things joan told me ytd.. actually its make sense.. she say guys is always e same.. they nv put blame on themselves but push all e blame on gals.. they will nv admit they r wrong.. coz they nv noe wat they r doin.. n they always say we gals hab bad tempered.. but they muz think tat we got period n tat make us bad tempered lor.. if like tis oso cant ren den if we pregnant how? 9 months leh.. den they hab tu run for their lives ler.. we dun throw tempered anyhow de k.. we sure hab our own reason y we throw tempered.. bcoz u guys make us cant take it anymore so we will throw tempered.. if its 1st time or 2nd time we wont de k.. u do e same things many times n u think we wont throw tempered mah.. all gals r like tis de k.. dun noe y we gals can dun throw tempered when u guys did something wrong n u hab tu throw tempered when we did e same thing wrong jus e 1st time.. its very unfair.. guys always think tat gals make promise but cant do it.. we dun make promise tat we cant do unless being force.. if we can do we will promise.. if cant do wat for promise u.. eg. guys hab tu go ns for 2 years leh.. if we promise tu wait den we will sure wait de.. but oso muz c wat e guys will do lor.. if wait for u 2 years like siao den in e end u come out ler den treat us like shit den izit a waste of time waiting for u guys.. wait for so long like an idiot den in e end we being dump by u.. might as well tell us u dun love us ler den gib up on u rather den make us wait.. guys always promise things they cant do.. make us so dun trust them.. hai.. love is like a game.. starting is very sweet.. den okok.. after tat guys will treat us like shit ler.. hack care u de.. every guys is e same.. pls dun take things for granded.. dun think u got us ler den can treat us like tat.. we can take it de.. n mayb u will lose us oso.. if u love us den dun treat us like tis.. make us feel tat we r worth loving.. if u guys dun love us anymore pls tel us.. dun make us love u like crazy den u hab no feelings at all.. its not fun.. u think u guys can order us tu do thing for u when u r treating us as a maid rather den stead? pls think.. if we treat u like tis wat will u feel.. as a stead u can wait for us no matter how long we take tu meet u.. even hab tu wait for 1 day u will wait de.. tat wat u will do if u really love us.. i dun understand y we can wait for u n u cant wait for us.. wat if u guys hab tu go ns? we hab tu wait 2 years leh.. more den enough le.. n i dun understand y guys can call us do things like odering a maid like tis.. we r human too.. when we dun feel like doing e things u call us do den hab tu throw tempered.. we r not ur maid.. we nv order u do things like tis k.. dun think u guys really noe wat love is all about.. e simple things tu understand gals oso duno den wat u noe about love.. dun think wat u treat us is very good k.. u nv noe wat we r thinking.. u think is good but we might not think tis way.. n pls listen tu wat we feel bout u.. n try tu change pls.. dun make e same mistake again n again.. we dun like tu repeat so many times de k.. dun think wat we say r rubbish.. like u think u treat we so good den we say u treat us badly.. bcoz wat u think is ur opinion only.. pls ask for ppl comments too.. not every gals hab e same character.. pls dun ask a gals tu change.. if u love them u love them as wat they r.. if they change ler den it is another person ler.. n if u dun like our character den y jio us in e 1st place.. den call us change in e 2nd place.. we dun like tu b some body else.. we r wat we r.. everyone is unique in our own way.. pls dun change us.. n pls dun expect us tu do things we duno how tu do.. we duno den how we going tu do.. pls lah.. use ur brain tu think.. if we call u do things u duno den wat will u do.. n dun force us do things we dun wan k.. dun wan means dun wan de lor.. force oso wont happy de.. pls dun b so selfish.. u rather make urself happy den make us unhappy.. if we wan do we will do de k.. y cant u jus wait.. n pls lah.. dun ask for thing like wat most guys will ask for.. n we dun wan oso doesnt mean we dun love u k.. y cant u think if anything goes wrong den our lives is ruin.. so wat if u will b responsible.. if u get it ler den if u ask for somemore pls dun say we dun love u if we dun wan.. if we dun love u we wont gib it tu u in e 1st place k.. u r jus threatening us.. n we dun like.. n pls dun accuse us for things we nv do.. if u dun trust us den dun ask anything.. dun ask ler den still accusing us.. pls think bout our feelings oso.. we hab feelings de k.. wat if u r me den i m u.. i like tis treat u den u oso will b hurt de mah.. unless u no feelings de.. dun ever quarrel over a small matter n den wan break k.. wt u treat e relationship as.. a game? we dun like tu quarrel over small things k.. hai.. guys r all e same.. there is no goos guys in e world.. like wat she say.. if cw treat her like tis she already break wid him ler.. still gib him chance for wat.. guys dun b offended k.. nw HE ask me gib HIM 1 week think might as well gib me 1 week too.. tu let me think izit worth loving HIM so much lor.. trust HIM so much yet HE do tis tu me.. even HE dun trust me i oso nv do tis kind of thing tu HIM.. i respect HIM k.. yet wat i get is HE like someone else.. i might not noe who e gal is.. but y HE needs 1 week tu think? if HE dun love me den jus break lah.. no need wait de.. if HE love me den y muz wait till 1 week rite.. if HE love me no need think de lor.. HE will sure b wid me de mah.. but nw only got 1 possible.. 1 is mayb if HE choose tu break den e gal oso dun like HIM den HE will lose everything.. so HE dun noe wat tu do.. tats wat we think only lor.. bcoz tis kind of things very hard tu say de.. who noe whether e gal likes HIM anot.. i m waiting for HIS ans.. if HE dun wan continue den ok lor.. but e gal oso need b very careful.. not i will find fault wid her.. is bcoz HE can treat me like tis HE oso can treat u like tis de.. if HE wan continue den i oso dun noe wat tu do.. bcoz e feeling will not b e same anymore.. so wat HE is still wid me.. e way HE treat me will not b e same ler.. like tis more hurt.. nw HE can like tat.. mayb nxt time oso can.. who noes.. so i hab tu think very carefully oso.. unless HE really love me lor.. but HE muz prove it tu me oso.. say who duno.. i only noe if HE wan break den i will lose HIM n kiki ler.. n kiki will disappeared frm my lives forever.. not bcoz i wan kiki den wan b wid HIM de.. i really love HIM lor.. even no kiki oso e same de.. kiki is HE wan buy for me de.. i treat her good oso cannot izit.. i appreciate HIS gift k.. cannot ask me throw her 1 side dun care her mah.. den HE buy for me for wat.. for fun ar.. waste money somemore.. HE say i only care bout kiki den dun care HIM.. pls lah.. i care HIM den HE dun even wan care me.. i sian den play wid kiki lor.. if not oso nth tu do.. but den i go care HIM again HE oso e same.. so i dun care HIM ler lor.. at least kiki will care me.. den HE jealous of her.. if wan like tis y wan buy for me.. so wat is i wan.. somemore i nv say i wan.. i only say she cute.. den is HE ask me wan buy anot de.. den i say ok lor.. if HE nv buy oso i dun mind de.. coz e person i love is HIM.. others things got or dun hab oso nvm de.. got HIM can ler.. so wat i got e whole world den nv got HIM.. i oso wont happy.. but if HE really don love me i will face e reality.. i will try tu gib up de.. love a person den muz let e person find their own happiness.. so wat if i got HIM n nv got HIS heart.. like tis oso wont happy de.. hai.. mayb my birthday is a curse tu me.. after my birthday den everything change.. if like tat how i wish my birthday nv come.. den i can still b happy like last time.. hai.. sometimes i really got hurt by HIM.. e words HE says can really hurt ppl.. i very sad y HE can say all those words tu hurt me.. i noe we cannot go back tu wat we r in e past ler.. everything hab tu change.. wat past is e past.. cannot go back ler.. so wat if we continue.. oso wont b happy like wat we r in e past rite? bcoz there is someone else in HIS heart too.. 1 heart cannot put 2 person.. hai.. nw only can wait lor.. wait till HE tel me HIS ans.. but i noe i no hope ler.. waiting for miracle tu happened only.. mayb HE will b very angry if HE see all tis.. but i really hab tu say it all out.. if not i really very xin ku.. there is no 1 out there for me ler.. how i wish there is 1.. hai.. but not everything i say is my thinking k.. e things i say bout guys is wat gals think.. not only me there is other ppl thinking oso de.. when i say bout HIM den is my thinking.. if i can how i wish i can lost my memory.. so no need think of all tis unhappiness.. n i can easily 4get all tis things.. hope 1 day when i go out den a car bang into me n den i can lost my memory like tat ba.. den who oso dun rmb.. so i can start my new life all over again.. hope only..

3:46 PM; love me again

; bout me
xinyu aka yu
eighteen tis year
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; loves & hates
LOVES <3

~ sistars / frens / purple .
~ bubble tea / green tea / sprite .
~ hang out / slacks / sleep .
~ shop / chat / sings .
~ music / fun / freedom .
~ being love / eat / movies .


HATES ;@

~ backstabber / liar .
~ flirt / ppl who hates me .
~ being nagged / control .
~ stay at home / study .
~ being alone / scolded .
~ accused for nth / force to do thing .
~ being hurt / ppl act big .
~ ppl love to create trouble .


WISHES !

~ true love .
~ everlasting love .
~ can do / gets whatever i like .
~ frens / sistars forever !


; past
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006


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